I finished washing up after serving Mother her lunch. Because of my poor behaviour at Church, Mother decreed that I should have just one piece of dry bread (the crust) and water for lunch. This wasn’t my ‘consequence’ just an added little penance that she threw in at her whim.
Mother then summoned me to tell me she had just received a call from Miss von Donnersmack who asked if I could attend my scripture tutorial in my new sissy maid dress. Mother had agreed on my behalf and ordered me to dress up before I drove over to the von Donnersmack’s house. I was mortified! I didn’t think I would ever have to go out dressed as a sissy maid! It seemed Miss von Donnersmack was the golden haired girl as far as Pastor Vorster and now Mother were concerned. Whatever she suggested it seemed Mother would agree to it.
Mother made me do an inspection and I earned 2 demerits for a smudge on my shoe and 2 demerits for a crease at the back of the dress that I must admit I could not see. The standards Mother was setting were exceptionally high. Mother finally dismissed me and I hurried out of the house to the car, hoping the neighbours wouldn’t see me. As I neared the von Donnersmack’s house wouldn’t you know it? There was a random breath test and I was pulled over by the Police. When he asked me to count to ten into the machine he realised I was a man and started to laugh. I flushed red with shame and embarrassment and was a little scared too. I didn’t have to worry about the breath test; alcohol hadn’t passed my lips since Mother laid down the law. After the test the policeman said,
“Wait there a moment.”
He walked over to his 2 colleagues’, a lady and male policeman. The three of them returned to my car, smiling and smirking.
“Get out of the car.”
I couldn’t believe it! Why did I have to get out? I certainly wasn’t over the limit! Of course I obeyed. The lady officer then had a laugh and said,
“Turn around and place your hands on the top of the car.”
The other officer then said,
“We have reason to believe there has been a drug syndicate working in this area and we must search both you and your car.”
He then began to search my car, it didn’t look like he was too serious, and I suspected they were doing this for fun, just to humiliate me. The lady officer then began feeling me up, patting down my body. She tapped my crotch and felt the bulge of the chastity device.
“There is something here I think Brian.”
She then asked me,
“What’s this here?”
As she tapped the chastity device, I could hardly speak I was so embarrassed. I must have been as red as a beetroot.
“It’s my chastity cage officer?”
Other cars were being pulled over for random breath tests and I felt all eyes were on me.
“My chastity cage.”
“He says it’s a chastity cage.” She yelled out to her colleagues. This made me just want to crawl into a hole and die. There was hearty laughter from the rest of the police. The first policeman then came over.
“We will have to take a look.”
He led me into the back of their wagon and made me pull up my dress and drop my panties.
“Well in all my years I have never seen that before. Why do you wear it and where is the key?”
“My Mother in Law insists I wear it Sir while my wife is overseas. Mother has the key Sir.”
The laughter was raucous. I felt so shamed and humiliated tears started to run down my face.
“Off you go then.”
I had to walk pass the other laughing officers as I got back in the car. My relief to be gone was short lived as I looked at the clock in the car and realised I was already 3 minutes late for Miss von Donnersmack. I finally pulled up at her house and was mortified to see Mrs von Donnersmack talking to two mature aged women at her front gate. I nervously approached them.
“Hello Mrs Von Donnermack.”
“Hello George. Allow me to introduce my neighbours Ms Hazel and Christine Clark.”
She turned to the ladies and said,
“This is my friend from church Heather’s son in law George, or Georgie as his mother in law calls him now!”
There were chuckles all round.
“He had been a very badly behaved husband, neglecting his wife and his duties and now while his wife is away Heather is seeing to getting him back on the straight and narrow. Until he can start taking his punishments like a man he will be wearing this maids outfit.”
If it was possible to turn even redder with shame and embarrassment I was sure I was going that deep hue now. To have my status spelled out so clearly to two complete strangers the first time I met them was excruciatingly embarrassing. The ladies looked very similar, I guessed they were sisters. They both gave me that disapproving look, pursing their lips and shaking their heads.
“What sort of things was he getting up to before Heather took over?” asked Ms Hazel.
“Drinking, coming home late, not helping around the house, disrespecting his wife. To top it off it turns out he is not much of a man and a wimp. Heather rightly asserts he needs some toughening up and discipline if he is ever to become a satisfactory husband. You will be in the maid’s uniform until there is some significant improvement, won’t you George.”
“Yes Mrs Von Donnersmack.” I said in my most humble, crushed tone.
There was more shaking of heads. Then Mrs Von Donnersmack looked at her watch.
“Looks like someone is late, hand me that demerit book.”
“Sorry Mrs Von Donnersmack I left it in the car.” In my nervousness I had forgotten my demerit book. I scurried back to the car to get it. I returned and handed the book with a pen. Mrs von Donnersmack then explained the demerit book to the ladies,
“Heather has him carry this book with him at all times and anyone who has his charge while Heather cannot watch over him is encouraged to report any misdemeanours so Heather can work on addressing his defects.”
Again there were approving nods from the women. Mrs von Donnersmack then addressed me,
“That is two demerits I have to record now, one for being late and one for forgetting your book.”
After writing in my book and handing it to me, she said.
“Run inside to the kitchen, Claire is waiting for you.”
I went inside to the kitchen and found Miss von Donnersmack sitting at the kitchen table, reading her bible and having a cool drink. She was dressed in sports clothes, an orange mesh singlet top, tied in a knot at her belly over a black sports bra and tight fitting black leggings. Her hair was tied back in a ponytail and she wore a black headband with the Nike tick. She looked absolutely stunning and I was taken aback. Immediately, I could feel the straining in my chastity device, which I knew spelled danger. I was whipped out of my reverie with the words,
“Your late Georgie, hand me your demerit book.”
She opened up the book and turned to a new page, not noticing that her Mother had already awarded me a demerit for being late. It looked like I was going to earn double. No one would care that it was not my fault and I was only late because of the random breath test. I was beginning to accept that there was never an excuse for me. After recording the demerit Miss von Donnersmack said,
“Right before we get to work, your Mother in Law said you could do some chores to repay me for my tuition. It is my job on a Sunday to wash up and clean the kitchen after our Sunday Lunch. You may begin.”
“Yes Miss von Donnersmack.”
I turned to look at the kitchen and it was a right royal mess. There were 4 filthy saucepans, a baking dish with baked on crud and loads of plates and cutlery.
“I want those saucepans spotless Georgie.”
“Yes Miss von Donnersmack.” She left me as I began the job
I filled up the sink and got to work, I started on the plates and cutlery, stacking them before drying and putting away. That took a good 20 minutes before I started on the pots and baking tray. The baking tray was particularly difficult, I only had a small scouring pad that was a sponge on the other side, and I needed a more solid scourer. Miss von Donnersmack then returned.
“Still going Georgie?” she asked
“Yes Ms von Donnersmack.”
“You will have to learn to work faster won’t you?”
Oh the little bitch, I thought to myself, this was a huge wash up and I had been working solidly. I knew better than to complain and meekly said,
“Yes Miss von Donnersmack.”
“Where is your demerit book? I better make a note for your Mother in law to work on your speed with chores.”
She had to be joking I thought to myself! I had been working so hard and still I had to receive yet another demerit. Mother was going to be furious on my return with all the demerits I had been earning; I was going to be in for a horrid consequence. I was fuming but controlled myself enough to say,
“It is on the other side of the table Miss von Donnersmack.”
“Bring it hear.”
The bitch! She could reach over and get it but instead made me stop my task, wash and dry my hands and come over and pass it to her. She made a note in my book.
“Because you are so slow Georgie, we are going to have to start the lesson while you work. Before we review today’s Gospel reading that Pastor Vorster asked me to review with you, you are going to learn Psalm 51 by heart. I will read it to you while you wash up. Listen closely as you will be tested on this later.”
My heart sank, I was supposed to memorise the psalm as she read it! What did she think I was? Some kind of savant?
“Repeat after me Georgie:
1Have mercy on me, O God,
According to your unfailing love;
according to your great compassion
blot out my transgressions.”
I repeated the first verse of the psalm and she made me repeat it three more times as I scrubbed away at the baking tray. She then moved on to the second verse:
“2Wash away all my iniquity
and cleanse me from my sin.
3For I know my transgressions,
and my sin is always before me.”
I repeated that three times and then had to go from the beginning. If I made a mistake I would have to repeat that verse 3 times. By the time I had finished the washing up and cleaned the kitchen floor on hands ands knees we had gone through the whole psalm.
4Against you, you only, have I sinned
and done what is evil in your sight;
so you are right in your verdict
and justified when you judge.
5Surely I was sinful at birth,
sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
6Yet you desired faithfulness even in the womb;
you taught me wisdom in that secret place.
7Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean;
wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
8Let me hear joy and gladness;
let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
9Hide your face from my sins
and blot out all my iniquity.
10Create in me a pure heart, O God,
and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
11Do not cast me from your presence
or take your Holy Spirit from me.
12Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
13Then I will teach transgressors your ways,
so that sinners will turn back to you.
14Deliver me from the guilt of bloodshed, O God,
you who are God my Savior,
and my tongue will sing of your righteousness.
15Open my lips, Lord,
and my mouth will declare your praise.
16You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it;
you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.
17My sacrifice, O God, isb a broken spirit;
a broken and contrite heart
you, God, will not despise.
18May it please you to prosper Zion,
to build up the walls of Jerusalem.
19Then you will delight in the sacrifices of the righteous,
in burnt offerings offered whole;
then bulls will be offered on your altar.
Miss von Donnersmack could not have chosen a better psalm if she wanted to make me feel guilty
and contrite! She then marched me into the study for the lesson proper. There was a small school desk, which looked like it was for a young child. I guessed Miss von Donnersnack used to like playing teachers when she was a young girl as she had a black board as well.
“OK Georgie, a few basic rules of my classroom. When you enter the room, you are to walk beside the desk and stand to attention beside your desk. You do not sit down until I give you permission.”
“Yes Miss von Donnersmack.”
I took up the position, standing to attention.
“You are not to speak unless spoken to, if you wish to ask me something you must raise your hand.”
I nodded in agreement.
“You may be seated.”
The desk had the bench attached like an old school desk and it was difficult for me to squeeze into it, being for a child.
“When seated, your knees and ankles must be together at all times, back straight and head faced towards the front. There is to be no looking around, I demand your full attention.”
I tried to put my legs together, it was most uncomfortable, the desk was really too small. My inner thighs were starting to hurt straight away and it was only going to get harder. Miss von Donnersmack then handed me an exercise book, a black pen, a red pen and a ruler.
“When you are not using the ruler and the pens they must be placed horizontal to you, perfectly straight above your exercise book.”
I placed the book straight and the pens and ruler above it as asked.
“If I leave the room, you are to stand up to attention until I have completely left the room and on my return you will again stand to attention until given permission to sit.”
Again I nodded in agreement. She then walked over to my desk and handed me the Bible.
“Before we start on the revision of Pastor Vorster’s sermon from his morning, you will write out the Gospel reading from today.”
With that she placed the Bible on my desk and went to walk of the room. I wasn’t expecting her to leave so soon and realized just in time to get out of the desk and stand to attention. After she left I sat back down and realized I couldn’t remember where in the Bible the reading had come from. I earned a demerit from Pastor Vorster after church for not remembering which Gospel the reading had come from and so much had happened I had forgotten. I thought it was one of the M Gospels, either Mark or Matthew. I started with Matthew, paging through looking for the verse on adultery. I couldn’t find it and moved onto Mark; finally there it was in chapter 5. I was just about to start writing when Miss von Donnersmack returned. I quickly stood to attention beside the desk as instructed. She had returned looking a completely different girl. She had changed into a knee length, tight fitting black skirt, white blouse, buttoned up to the neck, black stockings with 4 in heels and now had her tied up in a bun. She looked every inch a formal schoolteacher. She oozed power and authority and I felt myself feel weak before her beauty. Again I felt the crushing in the cage and my heart was racing.
“Have you finished writing the passage Georgie?”
“No Miss von Donnersmack, I only just found it.”
“What! Surely you remembered where the passage was in the Bible, especially after Pastor Vorster reprimanded you after church?”
“Sorry Miss von Donnersmack, I have found it now I can write it out.”
I went to sit down and start writing.
“Did I say you could sit?” Her voice was raised and I shot back up.
“Sorry Miss von Donnersmack.”
“You really are a dunderhead Georgie, aren’t you?
“Yes Miss von Donnersmack.”
She picked up my demerit book and as she wrote she said,
“Ten demerits for not remembering g the passage and
Ten demerits for not writing the passage out in time.
You may sit down and write it out. In fact you can write out the passage an extra 10 times, let’s see if that drums it into your thick skull! Hands on head when finished.”
The way she had been treating me already was so humiliating, ‘hands on head’ when finished just added to it. She made me feel like a naughty schoolboy. My misery was only fuelled by my anxiety of having to tell Mother of all the demerits I had accrued. I couldn’t get it off my mind as I began writing, trying to memorise the passage as I wrote.
“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’[e] 28 But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. 29 If your right eye causes you to stumble, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. 30 And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.
On completion I put my pen down and waited silently with hands on head. I felt like such a gitt. Miss von Donnersmack kept me waiting; she was busy painting her nails. Finally she walked over and picked up my work.
“Stay in that position, eyes straight ahead Georgie.”
Miss von Donnersmack walked in front of my desk and turned her back to me. My eyes were directly in front of her behind. The tight skirt accentuated her perfectly shaped derriere. Even though she had been so cruel to me I couldn’t help but get aroused at the sight. I could feel that familiar crushing sensation in my chastity device. I was torn, I knew I was supposed to look away in these situations but I was also told I had to keep my head straight. I dared not look away in case she turned around quickly and tried to think of other things to tame my arousal. It wasn’t working and I felt a dribble of precum into my panties. I was hoping I didn’t give anything away on my face and could keep my arousal secret. Keeping my head straight I glanced down only to see more closely her perfect stockinged calf muscles sitting in a demure 4 inch black heels further increasing the frustration in my cage of denial. I started to sweat nervously. Just then she turned around.
“I have spotted 3 mistakes.”
She cut off her sentence and gasped
“Your blushing Georgie…and sweating… you haven’t been lusting after me have you?”
How did she know? Had she deliberately put her backside in my face? I panicked and said,
“No, Miss von Donnersmack, of course not.”
“If I find out you have been lying there will be hell to pay. Mother.”
She called out to her Mother who came in.
“I think Georgie may have been lusting after me Mother, he was blushing and sweating when I turned around, I think he was looking at my behind.”
I was really scared now. I continued to deny it.
“I wasn’t Mrs. von Donnersmack.”
“Well there is on way to find out, stand up!”
I stood up and suffered the humiliation of Mrs. von Donnersmack lifting up my dress to inspect.
“Look at that!”
Her voice was outraged and she pointed to my crotch. I looked down and could see the tell tale sign of a wet patch from my leaking pre cum.
“How dare you!” she was screaming at me now
“Lusting over my daughter! After the kind-hearted gesture of extra tuition from Claire, you defile her with your evil lustful thoughts! And after everything you heard in today’s sermon too! Hand me that demerit book Claire.”
Miss von Donnersmack handed Mrs. von Donnersmack my book and began to write it in,
“100 demerits, having lustful thoughts towards Miss Claire! Wait till your Mother hears of this!”
Miss Claire started to sob; I sensed was faking crocodile tears.
“I feel so violated Mother and to think we were reviewing this morning’s reading about adultery.”
“Absolutely disgraceful Georgie!”
My head was hung in shame as I soaked up her tirade.
“You have sinned against Almighty God, you have betrayed your wife and blatantly disobeyed your wonderful Mother in Law. You will burn in hell my boy if you don’t mend your ways soon!”
“He also lied about not doing it to me Mother.”
“You are incorrigible. Another sin on top of the mortal sin of adultery. I feel so sorry you’re your Mother in Law; after all she has tried to teach you! You need to be punished and punished severely to mend your ways. From now on Claire you will teach from behind his back, he is forbidden to turn around and if you must walk in front of him he must cover his eyes.”
“It wont be just your Mother in law who finds out about this but Pastor Vorster as well, we are going to need her guidance on managing this problem of yours. In fact let’s ring her know. You can wait in the corner with your hands on head Georgie. Come to the study with me Claire and we will call Pastor Vorster on the speaker phone.”
Mrs. and Miss von Donnersmack walked out of the room leaving me in the corner for what seemed like an eternity. At first all I could think of is the trouble I would be in when I got home. Mother would be so furious and angry. Sweat started to form on brow as the anxiety overwhelmed me. I couldn’t even begin to imagine what I would be in for now. My mind was conflicted, on one hand It seemed so unfair, I had been in this blasted chastity device for weeks now and couldn’t even get a proper erection. To have the very attractive Miss von Donnersmack put her perfectly shaped butt enclosed in that tight skirt so close to my face, surely any man would have been aroused by that, let alone one that has been in chastity for as long as I had! On the other hand I was becoming indoctrinated with the religious guilt. Was I really a deranged pervert at heart? I felt ashamed and guilty of my failure to control myself. All this training was starting to really impact. My head was in a real spin.
After what seemed like an eternity I could hear Miss von Donnersmack’s heels on the floorboards as she approached the room and came in.
“This has certainly given us something to work on Georgie. Take a fresh page in your exercise book and write the following heading: “My commitment to keeping the 7th commandment: Thou shalt not commit adultery”
I started to take my dictation, it sounded like she was tapping a ruler in her hand as she spoke, which added to my tension. She continued.
“Before my Lord Jesus Christ and my scripture teacher Miss von Donnersmack I hereby make the following promises, so help me God.
- I will strive to the best of my ability at all times to avoid any occasion or thought that will lead to sexual arousal.
- I will keep a record of every unauthorized erection and record the thought that was in my mind at the time. I will faithfully report these to Miss von Donnersmack at the start of every scripture lesson and accept the consequences in humility and obedience.
- I will never deliberately look at any web page that may cause sexual arousal. I will subscribe to ‘covenant eyes’ and be accountable to both my Mother in law and Miss von Donnersmack
- I will never look at any literature for the purpose of sexual gratification
- I will not watch any television show or movie that may have immoral content. All entertainment must be pre approved from with Mother or Miss von Donnersmack.
- Whenever I see any woman I will avert my gaze. If I must speak to a woman I will look only at her eyes.
- I will not touch or apply any pressure deliberately to my genital area except for washing and hygiene reasons.
“Now sign and date that Georgie.”
As I was signing Miss von Donnersmack continued,
“You will write out another copy for yourself, I will be telling your Mother about the incident and the consequences Georgie, so I would advise you tell her the whole truth. For your homework you will write it out 10 times and learn it off by heart. You will be tested next Sunday.”
Of course she would be telling Mother, I was doomed.
“Before I send you home, I just want to see if you remembered the psalm that I taught you while washing up, recite it now!”
I froze, that seemed so long ago, so much had happened, I struggled to remember anything! I kept saying ‘Um’ and ‘Ah’ and began to get quite anxious as I scoured my brain trying to remember. I delayed and stalled, All I could remember was the first line “Have mercy on me O God” and must have repeated it 10 times hoping the next line would flow. I remembered something about cleansing me with hyssop but that was further down. I made a complete mess of it; I said “Have mercy on me O God” one last time in desperation. The way I was feeling not a truer word could I have said in that moment. Nothing else came to me, I failed miserably.
“Pathetic Georgie! Is that all you remembered!”
“I am sorry Miss Von Donnersmack.”
“You really need to start taking my tuition more seriously. Your attitude is appalling. For your homework you will write it out 50 the psalm times and make sure you know it by heart for next Sunday. Now write out what your homework is Georgie. Firstly you will write out your pledge to the 7th commandment 10 times and learn that off by heart. You will write out the passage from the Gospel on adultery 10 times and learn that by heart and you will write out Psalm 51, 50 times, actually make that 51 times and learn that by heart. You will be tested on all three and if you cannot recite them by heart there will be quite a punishment.”
“Yes Miss von Donnersmack.”
I wrote out my homework and was wondering how was I ever going to complete all this? Mother had me working on chores from the moment I walked in the door to bedtime and now I had to find time to do this on top of the other work in the Scripture modules. Miss von Donnersmack wasn’t helping me with my Scripture class she was just adding extra work. I began to feel resentful and it must have showed on my face.”
“What’s that look on your face for Georgie? I don’t have to tell your Mother in law that you are ungrateful for my tuition do I?”
“No, No Miss von Donnersmack.” My voice was desperate.
“I am very grateful for your tuition.”
I didn’t need anything else for her to report to Mother.
“I am glad to hear that Georgie and you can show that gratitude by doing my other weekend job for me which is to clean the bathroom. Once you have written out your commitment to the seventh commandment you may follow me.”
She led me to the family bathroom, showed me where the buckets and cleaning supplies were.
“I want this bathroom sparkling Georgie, a complete deep clean!”
“Yes Miss von Donnersmack.”
I slaved away for the next 45 minutes or so. How did I get myself into this? Here I was doing a teenage bitch’s chores in ‘gratitude’ for her ‘tuition’, which was just memorizing stuff and being punished if I forgot anything. Plus she has got me into such huge trouble with Mother by getting me aroused. I felt like crying but forced myself to knuckle down and clean the bath and shower, doing my best to do a perfect job. Finally I finished and put the cleaning stuff away and reported back to her. Of course she wanted to do an inspection. She seemed to be happy with everything, for the first time it looked like I had done something right. Then she pulled up a chair and undid the glass light covering. My heart sank, I had not taken it off to clean it. Of course there was some dirt in it.
“What’s this Georgie?”
“Sorry Miss von Donnersmack, I didn’t think to clean that.”
“That is your problem Georgie! Not thinking correctly. I said a deep clean didn’t I?”
“Yes Miss von Donnersmack.”
“Clean it up now and replace it. You can add a further 100 lines to your homework,
‘When doing chores for Miss von Donnersmack I am thorough and make sure I clean everything I have been instructed to.”
I couldn’t believe it! I didn’t think this could get any worse, I wasn’t going to get much sleep this week.
The drive home was filled with anxiety. Miss von Donnersmack was probably reporting back to Mother at that very moment and I had a long list of demerits in my book that I would have to face the consequences for. I parked the car and walked to the door with great trepidation.
As soon as I opened the door I heard Mother say in quite an angry tone of voice
“Into the drawing room corner and hands on head!”
I did as I was told and waited. After about 5 minutes I heard her phone ring and Mother say.
“Hello Brenda, how are you…”
It was my wife calling, how I missed her and longed to hear her voice. Mother walked out to the back of the house so I could not hear their conversation. I stood there hoping that Mother would call me to speak to Brenda after she had finished. The conversation must have lasted well over half and hour. I heard Mother walk back towards the drawing room, when I could make out what she was saying; the last thing I heard her say was,
“OK then Brenda, let’s talk again next week, Bye.”
And with that she hung up. Once again I wasn’t going to get to speak to my beloved wife. Didn’t she want to talk to me? Why didn’t she ask Mother if she could talk to me? What was she thinking? All she was getting was Mother’s reports of my behavior. I began to worry that Brenda’s opinion of me might be changing. Mother walked in with can in hand and said, in a very severe tone,
“Right, I have spoken to Claire and we have a few matters to discuss before you begin preparing dinner Georgie.”
My heart sank and my legs started to tremble, there would be very little ‘discussion’ on my part!
To be continued…